According to the dictionary
DHAIFINA DASRI
I'm so esoteric that you'd wish you never met me.
I don't think clowns are very funny and I don't think you should even care what's written here.
Airplanes, Dance, Poetry, Music, Novels, Sunsets, Peace, Starbucks, Shop, People-watch, Teevee, Laughter
Impulsive, Hotheaded, Nerdy, Blur, Sadist, Complicated, Unpredictable & Unhappy
Friday, June 23, 2006
everything is so pissing me off. argh!first of all, got this stupid guy, he added me so we chatted in MSN. then he was like trying to act fucking psychotic[im not sure of the spelling] and was like saying he knows where i live and whatever crap. then i decided to check-up his profile at friendster but none. -_-" how resourceful? then i asked him lah where he got the email add and again, he was acting psychotic by saying psychic or something. i kept quiet den he asked for my hp number and i said i dunt have any. oh god, im such a BIG FAT LIAR. and well, he said that i was lying. like wtf?? obviously i am. lols. why should i give you anyways? i was getting pretty creeped out so i deleted and blocked him. ahah. i think it was a joke, a cruel one. shit, whatever. bt hey, thats the only thing i could do. so, moral of story; add me if you know me and have no bad intentions then, all is fine. =)
2ndly, the homework is realleh pissing me off. i cant finish it and im the kind of person who wants to finish what she started off. argh! its like so cannot be managed. i dont think i even know how to do the maths. the numbers are making me dizzy. heh. even geog sucks. hahaha. alot of pple are asking me for help bt sorry, im not a pro herre. even i NEED help. hahh. someone help me pretty please? and oh yeah, someone help me with the guitar? the string was broken. all of itt, thanks to the sweetheart niece. -_-
3rdly,
i jus dunt see why we need to fight thats why i hung up on you. of all the days, we had to fight yesterday. im pretty much tired of arguing or fighting or whatever shit.
im sorry if my words are harsh bt its quite true. you only see me if you need me. i thought you were the one who always knew me and yeah, we spent most of our time in AMP together as friends and im like the thorn among the roses with your clique. haish.
i jus dowan AMP to affect me like how it affected my sister's life, you know, like being totally devoted to it and end up being hurt or like feel all your hardwork adds up to nothing. im realleh sorry bt i jus dowan to join AMP anymore bt
please dunt like let it affect our friendship. i dint mean what i said, i was jus totally pissed off that you keep arguing with me about joining AMP which i so dunt intend to. but..
my mind is up, im sorry. i dunt care if i cant go to the camp, i jus hate being bossed arnd by them.
btw, you know who you are. =))lastly,
i need a tutor. my maths sucks and so is my malay. to think a malay like me dunt even understand my own language. well yeah. so screw me. my mum is like so majorly unreasonable. malay is difficult and she thinks im jus lazy to talk malay. heckk, i dunt even understand why there was a need to take malay. tsk! ahah. yeah im weird. like i said,
screw me. you'll be doing me a favour. XDso. my life sucks. bt im improving on itt. heh. school is starting in 2 days. im so not looking forward to it. especially not malay compo. ahah.
`cheers.