The day I thought I`d never get through,I got over you
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According to the dictionary
DHAIFINA DASRI
I'm so esoteric that you'd wish you never met me.
I don't think clowns are very funny and I don't think you should even care what's written here.
Airplanes, Dance, Poetry, Music, Novels, Sunsets, Peace, Starbucks, Shop, People-watch, Teevee, Laughter
Impulsive, Hotheaded, Nerdy, Blur, Sadist, Complicated, Unpredictable & Unhappy
Sunday, July 16, 2006
HELLOH SINGAPORE.. OR MY LOYAL READERS. if i got any lah. hee.
im backkk! you miss me right? HAHAHA. okey lame. i shuddup.
first thing i noticed when i got back home. there was a huge/GIGANTIC cockroach right infront of my doorstep. surprisingly, i dint shout. wahh! see wad OBS can do for you. aha.
P.S. expect a long long post for 5 days of not blogging. =)) `cheers
day one;
OBS! torture camp? haha. neh, it was a little bit that way bt not realleh. i went to jannah's house early early due to some issues. waited for her. my heartbeat racing sia, freaking scared i wont survive. alot of pple were calling us, checking what we wore/bring or whatsoever. hee, they also afraid mah. then go meet the rest and we headed to school. wait wait and poof! we're off. haha.
the bus ride, was soo sleepy. it was noisy. reached there, yada yada. all nervous, dowan to be seperated and it was raining. the groupings sucks. mine was so lifeless or so i thought. faez got ath, khai kit, wafiy and fik, plus sham. hmph. unfair to the max sial. we all went to the store. put our stuffs, talk talk and intro-ed ourselves. my instructors, jackie and HL rocks btw. haha. steff, rauf and yong shuang were quite the lively bunch. HAH. we were all like statues, not talking and we took a pix as a memory for our OBS adventure. do all the check,check thingy. me and steff became the IC. suck man.all dowan listen to us. hurr. after eat lunch and all. we went to the trust fall before our belayaring lessons. super scary man that one. lean back and fall in the thing that your friends hold, bt it was fun. i was the first girl to do it. hee. after that, belayring was easy leh. the climbing part. haha. fun man. after the whole thing, we had to hurry to pitch the tent otherwise it would be dark. so, we all helped each other. cooked dinner, bath and wash up. cheng ho group was with us cos the instructor sprained her ankle. poor thing. mine was battuta, did i mention that the group names were mrepek? heh. it was okay. had the medic thing. fire drills. bestfriend was with me all along. haha. after that, bestfriend accompanied me back to my tent and told pple im his girlfriend. im so not.. -_-" and tadaa! sleep. heh.
day two;
kayaking. weehoo! yayness man. again, breakfast i dint bath. it was too cold. alot of pple also dint, mind you. cheng ho, again was with us and me, again, was with bestfriend. steff keeps on telling me that he wants to go home. how pathetic? go take life vest, briefing plus theory. carried kayaks. super heavy. and we reached the beach. learnt the wet drills and how to get up after a capsize. i was with steff and yong shuang was with rauf. the four of us, inseperable. haha. it was fun leh. steff wanted to capsize the kayak and i was afraid. we paddled further. did capsize drills. i thought my bottle with my adidas watch gone missing. nearly cried, luckily dint. hehe. went back, wash up, changed to long attire for high elements. we got the log after log. dunno what thing. yong shuang and rauf did first. after that it was me and huzai. freaking scary. i wanted to cry, my legs were shaky and trembling lah my hand, high elements was not my thing bt we managed to reach, yay for us. XP rain, go to shelter. by then, all of us had a good rapport. it was lively lah. SENSE OF URGENCY, wad rauf everytime says. went to pen down our values. ours was not like any others. here's one; "die die must try, dont cry until you die" hahaha. lame right? XP bt it was funneh. jackie and HL thought so. cooked dinner. girls cook, boys clen up. we were eating rice, finally, a proper dinner. nice sia. bath no lights. candlelight bath, and briefing for the SEA EXPEDITION. blah blah. packed our bags and others. ahmad was like a flirt, he keeps on talking to me using "i you" blearghs! i was walking alone, going down the stairs cos the rest abandoned me. hurr. suddenly i saw something when i was flashing the light. it was pretty dark and hell yeah, i cried to myself. scary siol. went to hafiz. word spreads like wildfire. fawwaz told me and calmed me down. i needed dat, thanks waz. also, bestfriend, i love him sia. LOL. btw, there was finally a girl who said dat he was handsome, wad a lie. was finding tisuue cos our tent flooded. suddenly, pple shouting. they saw someting. peggy cried. bestfriend go and pulled my hand cos he dint want me to go there and he put his hand on my shoulder to avoid seeing anything. haha. aww so sweet. peggy continously. fawwaz came. everything okay except for peggy. we all chilled at azuin's tent. SLEEP LAHH
day three;
at morning, unpitched tent. me, diana, peggy and bestfriend went to the toilet. we heard something from the hall. we thought it was someone. turns out, there was no one. again, peggy cried. the voice was like beyong human and animal. we had to lie to her to stop crying. got ready. toilet again same thing, saw something. bt blurr-ed vision. we all put the kayaks to the appropriate place for our sea EXP. started off with me and steff. fucked up ah. navigator go to the back, den scold scold. after awhile it was alright. got seasick so i changed with clemence and went with huzai. he managed to paddle w/o my help cos i desperately wanted to reach land peggy cried cos hafiz threw something at her. hafiz and monica capsized sam. hahaha. joseph got backache. hariza sick and cried. so was farah. fawwaz and the rest were singing like shit. developed waves. HAHA. all of us was having a great time to release the thought of the tiredness. ate lunch, got wasp. huda's kayak got a swordfish and straight away she jumped. like froggy. hee. i vomited. thanks to the waves. it was a pretty hilarious journey. reached there at about 5 plus. put the kayaks back. all of us were together. pitched tent. changed clothes, no toilet there. do business at trees. AHAA. my hand was aching and i had a serious sunburn. we dint cooked dinner, too tired. i had dinner with cheng ho. i saw it again. this time, i cried like shitt. it was behind me tent, wad you expect? fawwaz scolded me, the rest gathered around me. fawwaz got scolding by aidil3T1 and said sorry to me cos he dint know. ahmad calmed me down. luckily bestfriend was there. we sat at the beach and he told me he wont sleep until i did. sweet right? we went to ath's place. talk talk. after that, sat with waz, felina, azuin and diana. talked cock. FAWWAZ IS A CASANOVA CONFIRM CHOP-CHOP ONE. haha. all talked cock. azuin, diana, peggy all thought that bestfriend was my stead. HAHA FUNNY SIA. jus cos he was with me every single time and though he's tired he wont sleep till i did. HAHH. battuta got scolding cos we dint eat dinner. had to cook. wash up by bestfriend, again. hee, my maid lah this guy. we all slept. had to do the duty but dint. ahaa.
day four;
woke up, unpitched tent. go toilet, had to sia. bahhh! someone gave our breakfast and poof! battuta became beggars for food. managed to get quite alot. eat. packed. briefing. i became a LAND EXP LEADER. sheesh. went off. abrassion came. was so painful, me and yong shuang walked like gangsters. finished the third one. went up a hill. the view was awesome man, i nearly fell and was feeling cold. jackie got a mosquito off me and i nearly wanted to faint. i dint eat at all. yong shuan sprained her ankle. me and her was crying, jackie gave me medication for abrassions. and panadol too. they wont let me carry anything. hmph. rauf helped me down the hill and made me fell, AGAIN. hehh/ we reached the next one. steff got abrassions too. HAHA. we relaxed at a place for journal, and one minute of whining. after reaching the campsite, we had cheers and all of us threw water at each other even HL and jackie. haha. a friend told me that my bestfriend misses me alot and kept on saying where was i. haha. bullshit. he also kept on wanting to make me jealous and i guess i made him upset cos i was angry at him and he dint know why. sorry leh. XD rauf earlier had told me go night walk but it got outta hand and nearly all the watches pitching at the C&C knows abt it. after cooking, bathed. packed up. cleared the store. by the time we reached C&C. it was like a riot. everybody was so united about going for the night walk. bt fifi and some pple dint want. me, farah, hariza, peggy, diana, fawwaz, huzai all chilled. psycho and fifi fought like shit, shoutings. ahmad interfered and shout like crazy. me and farah tried to stop bt cant. farah took the balme for rauf when all this was rauf's idea. wtf. thw whole place was outta control. so, we jus slacked near azuin's tent. eveything settled. wanted go toilet so the boys followed. intrusctors saw, kena questioning the boys. intructor checked. all had to sleep and there, i was a dead rock. XD
day five;
bestfriend realleh changed. he was like having a fucked up attitude. me and diana was pissed off. prrrftt! i knew it was too good to be true. we had a talk at the jetty. it was fun. im gonna miss the pple there. it like for 5 dyas straight used to meeting them. eat together. talk cock and suffered together. we had a commitment fall. reach for the bell. i did it! yay. HL and jackie also did, it shows that they trusted us. unpitched tent. cleared the store for one last time. we all had to wash the ground sheet, it was fun. teamwork. all wash the things, play play with water, splash herre and jump herre. final gathering mah.finished, wash the girls bathroom a lil bit. souvenier shopping. and got the pixs. we all signed and hugged jackie and HL. me and rauf plus some of the rest cried. soo sad. not realleh cry lah, jus sad. its like we are already attached to one another and been so accustomed to suffering together. haha. got eat at KFC. went to hosp. watch tv at the bed there. HBO and slept. went home and i have thorns in my shorts. its hurtss. OUCHH!
IM SO GONNA MISS OBS. HL AND JACKIE PLUS THE REST. hurrrrr~
OBS WAS A GREAT EXPERIENCE. KAYAKING ROCKS. IM NEVER EVER FORGETTING THE TRIP. NOT EVER.
PROCESS IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN THE DESTINATION. =))
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