Sunday, September 03, 2006
its been realleh such a sucky week.
its like a roller coaster of emotions. real sorry for unable to blog for a long time.
this whole week has been a freakd up week. i ended up welling up in tears.
god, was i nervous for rehearsals and audis. especially the actual one. i jus couldnt bear but to see myself messed up the whole performance. tsk.
but the whole performance was a great one. two thumbs up to thsoe awesome performances. it was a blast, especially the project T presenters. you guys rock! haa.
i met up with him. he has such a shallow mind. it was really pissed off kinda thing. jus cos i said that i miss you, doesnt mean i like you. i jus miss talking to you, dats all. please lah.
i really dont wish to elaborate on certain stuffs. some things are just too heart-wrenching. darn it. i feel like crying. everyday, i dread going to school cos i dunno what kind of surprises would there be. its like wth. when im close to someone, sometimes, they would be someone who detests and i gotta follow their wishes. its a must.
i jus wish i could. ease the burden of everybody plus myself.
things are looking up, i hoped.
they say that life's a mistake. i say you're my biggest one yet.