never have i cried this much. seriously, never in my whole existence. the whole workshop changed me drastically and day2 started it all. and for that, i'm absolutely thankful.

in my whole entire life, never have i appreciated the word Birthday, besides the occasional chances of getting whatever i wanted and money of cos. i didn't even stop to think to thank my mom for what she has done. the miracle of my life cos without her, i wouldn't be here. and although she dropped hints by saying that i should be thankful that she's doing my chores, i was too slow to grasp that what my mom wanted was for me to say thanks and hug her. i've always scolded my mom, said nasty things and i can't even remember that last time i said I LOVE YOU to her and hugged her real close. the last time i expressed my feelings was a few years back when i was still a kid. my mom always stood by me, when i was called up in primary schools due to poor results. i remembered when i gotten 2nd in class and i was so happy, seeing the smile on my mom's face made it worthwhile. but that was all in the past. now, things gone sour and all we ever did was argue. no nice words could make up for what i've done. i've made my mum cry and i've made her suffer in silence. and the times that she was so close to ever giving up on me. but mom, thankyou for not ever doing that. thankyou for always being my pillar of strength.

dad, you always made my day. pampering me with everything, my ipod, handphone, psp and even my branded clothes. but now, they mean nothing. i would gladly give up all of them just to hope that i could take back the tears you've shed all this while. and when you said that you couldn't even put hopes on me to take care of you and mom, i could see the dissapointment in you. i'm sorry for being rude until you landed in the hospital due to heart attack. i'm a bad daughter and i don't deserve all this pampering. but let me just say that you've never give up on my though you may say so. you always supported me in every way and for that i thankyou.

i promise that i would get into a good course and do better for my future. i promise that i would not dissapoint you again. and i promise that i'll love you forever mommy and daddy.

AND I WOULD ALWAYS DO.

the whole workshop is great. it teaches you to be a better person and to appreciate things. i'm glad i went for it and i'm glad that i got Adam Khoo as well as Amin as my trainers. they changed my whole perspective on things and definitely taught me alot.

seriously, you guys should go.

faezah is brave. i admire her for that and i love our class for giving faezah full support, even Liang Jie who seemed least interested in class, was the one who told us to shout when faezah wanted to speak infront of the whole audience. and Yiming who gave us a hug. we're all friends and as a class, we're very united. i'm sure we could do it guys, achieve our goals!

and darling faezah, please don't be sad. i'm sure you can get into a JC regardless of whatever they say. prove people wrong and i'm sure you could do it.

LOVELOVELOVE you. =))