Saturday, April 21, 2007
LET'S BURN DOWN SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL?the cross country yesterday brought back memories.
ohh. bittersweet ones, thats for sure.
i couldn't help feeling that something was incomplete.
but i couldn't decide what was.
oh, what intricate emotions!
let me just say that eventhough i dint run, i'll miss the event.waking up darn early to meet the rest and walking there. wooooo~this week, wasn't what i expected it to be.
and i cried a tons of time.
BUT, not in school. definitely.
i dowan to be labelled as a crybaby.
and i hoped it dint affect my mood.
thousands of apologies to those who smiled at me and i dint return that smile. =\
you dint affect me,i have no idea why you keep thinking that you do.when in actual fact you don't at all.you make me happy; euphoria.you make my heart bend when you said ILY.but i guess, thats all in the past.i'll try to, even if it hurts me the most.seeing you is as if having my heat ripped out.and my tears just fall. nevertheless, i love you more than you'll ever know. =(so, everything sucks.MYE is coming.
help me anyone?
my thoughts are all over,
from everything you've said.
your words penetrated me too deep,
that it stings like hell.
it hurts to hold back the tears you've caused,
to hold back what i've been feeling all along.
those sleepless nights i've encountered,
those times you left me crying in the rain.
when i was looking for someone everywhere,
i thought i've finally found you.
cos you're always tangled in my dreams,
in between my nightmares and my fantasy.
i counted on you to hold on to me,
yet you let go too suddenly.
thats when tears flow down,
and smiles fade away.
as i stepped into your love scene,
suffocated with your words of deceit.
and i saw you with another,
all too quickly.
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