Friday, May 18, 2007
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
-Avril lavigne; when you're gone.
its no surprise that midyears are totally screwed.
i only blame myself.
no As to feel proud of, something feels so wrong. the preparations were too intense.
&& i guess it was a total case of nervous breakdown.
i forgotten simply everything that i've studied.
blame last minute preparations.
do i deserve to go to Germany?
GAHHH! its questioning me like fuck.
how could i have failed POA, Comb Sci & maths?
ohkay, typical maths.
but POA & Sci, i've never failed it before.
& it stings like hell to have teachers coming up to me and say,
" you know i expect better, dhaifina"
gahh, pressurised much.
pretty screwed up things.
Things i need to have checked, ASAP.
1. Read the Berita Harian every single day until 28may & no fooling around for malay O'levels
2. Study session with the cousin, i don't care how busy haziq is. victoria student or not, he's still my cousin who HAS to help me.
3. Enjoy myself like fuck in Germany.
4. Resume mugging like fuck when back in Singapore.
5. Reflection when he's gone.
6. Let go of everything else. Starting from 12th of June, only O'levels are my life.
& everything else comes 2nd. (:
i really need these things to be checked.
no more playing the fool.
tutor, i need you desperately. :(
The day I thought I`d never get through,