The day I thought I`d never get through,I got over you
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According to the dictionary
DHAIFINA DASRI
I'm so esoteric that you'd wish you never met me.
I don't think clowns are very funny and I don't think you should even care what's written here.
Airplanes, Dance, Poetry, Music, Novels, Sunsets, Peace, Starbucks, Shop, People-watch, Teevee, Laughter
Impulsive, Hotheaded, Nerdy, Blur, Sadist, Complicated, Unpredictable & Unhappy
Thursday, June 21, 2007
HEYYY HOOOO!
i just got back and i'm super lethargic.
heh. but whatever, some things just have to be blogged.
anyway, get to meet up with those kiddos just now.
we were SUPPOSED to be scrapbooking,
but in the end, all of us were darn lazy to do it.
must be silly huh?
anyway, i had a blast with them.
joking & slacking, what not.
we ate Haagen Dazs (sorry if there's a spelling error. HAHA)
Took neoprints & played arcade.
overall, very fun.
then, we seperated.
Haikal, Ashraf & Jeremy watched Shrek3 at CS.
Elaine with D watched Surf's Up at GV.
so, left me, HowCher and of cos, Gary.
with absolutely nothing to do,
we went to Ezone.
Gary wanted to play pool, but since its gonna be a few months time till im officially sixteen,
we couldnt.
so, he played with some random guys.
one of them is uber cute!
Then Elaine & D came, so D lent him his EZlink card.
we played & they embarrassed me.
GOSH. i'm really regretting seh. tsktsktsk!
ohmygod, im embarrassed myself playing pool & he was watching. haha.
serves me right for laughing at HowCher.
played until cannot play anymore.
HowCher went off.
me and Gary left and we had those "siblings"talk.
HAHAHAHAHA.
he sent me off to Inter and weeee~
here i am. heh.
Tell me what am i to you?
a friend? cos i'm seriously oblivious.
Tell me, where were you when i needed you?
you clearly said that you wanted to be there for me.
i had an attack right before your eyes, but all you did was say a few things.
even when jarnah asked you, why dint you help me? you pretended you dint hear a thing.
all you did was look.
what were you hoping for?
i'm really lost.
i missed you like hell when you were gone,
though i know it was for a few days.
you came back and told me you missed everyone.
Wtf do you i'd feel?
I'm not saying you should lie and pretend you care,
i know you don't.
how'd you think that would make me feel?
After all we've been through,
exactly what am i to you?
what did you feel when you hurt me, when you said all those things?
and i'm sorry if i'm not what you wanted me to be.
i'm making it public, cos i just can't say this to you upfront.