Friday, August 03, 2007
Kau datang dan pergi, oh begitu saja
woo. i'm fine.
reallyyy, i'm like such a bum today.
i finished reading a book by 2pm.
ate until 3pm and then had a nap till about 6pm/
maaan, i'm such a cow. -.-
i did a little bit of thinking.
okaaay, Alot.
my mind did not want to do any studying today.
instead, i was doing self-reflection.
i reflected upon what i had done.
it antagonised me even further.
knowing what i had done and what could've been done.
if i wasn't so dumb, all this wouldn't have happened.
i could have escaped fate. but no, i chose to follow my emotions.
despite what my friends said, i chose to believe him.
so yeah. it ends there.
after talking to some people about it, i feel much better.
so what if he's not in my life?
doesn't mean i have to dwell about it,
making me even more sad.
if he's nonchalant about it, why shouldn't i be?
i came to realised that its dumb.
what i'm feeling is dumb.
o'levels are my priority now,
even though its making me stressed, its for my own good.
and it is Certainly better than love, for real.
and i'll just keep on guessing ♥
The day I thought I`d never get through,
