Tuesday, August 21, 2007
oh, my brother just told me its 62days away from the Big O's.
apparently, PRSS has a banner that is counting down to the start of the O'levels.
scared? petrified? nervous? sad? anxious?
all of the above.
i'm scared out of my wits.
what if i fail?
and if i pass, would i be able to get my desired course?
questions attacking me nonstop.
i can't take the feeling, i'm scared.
reaaallyy, what should i do?
my oral was way way beyond messed-up.
it was too much, oral.
how could i have screwed it up?
i guess my mind wasn't at all on the oral.
and it really sucks.
i felt like bawling all after the orals.
but, even if i did, it wouldn't solve anything.
the two dearlyloved brothers told me not to be sad.
gosh, i wished amos was here.
i miss my didi, badly.
he'd always know what to say.
its jus another step to the O's.
i'll make sure i'll ace my written paper.
let's pray.
i know i can and i will.
zebras are reaaalllyyyy cute. (:
The day I thought I`d never get through,