Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Things wasn't really that great today.
it was supposed to be a fun day at school;
with all those photo-sessions and food-eating.
i had quite a time with my friends.
but already early in the morning, the first person i saw in school was him.
god, and i remembered everything that had happened.
click! i remembered his words.
Click! i remembered how he'd hold my hand.
Click! i remembered that cupid effect.
Then, everything began crumbling.
i did try to hide everything by laughing and joking around.
and it blew off.
after school ended, i decided to wait for Fik since we were catching a movie.
they were at the AVA room for the auditions.
and the person i saw when i first went up was him.
yeah, dancing.
and the guys were all so amazed of his skills and kept on wanting to watch him.
it hurts like hell watching him.
i wanted to lock myself in the toilet and cry,
but i decided to brace myself.
i decided not to let my emotions take over.
the last time when i was sitting with kamil and hanis,
and then they came.
so i went off.
it seems like his friend was there. and yeah, hurts again.
went to meet up with sha, bany and sham.
took the 21 bus.
and i walked to TM.
it was exactly where we had walked.
and yes, reminiscing was what happened next.
reallyyy sia.
must be some sort of bad luck.
and the cinema we went to was even the same.
fk sia. pffft.
i'm having troubles getting you out of the way
yes boy, i did cry.
cried until there's no longer any tears left.
cried until all the words that was left unsaid spilled out.
cried until i have troubles calming myself down.
thankyou.
The day I thought I`d never get through,
