Friday, October 05, 2007
Regret;
Remorse, Dissapointment, Loss rolled into one.
I never knew it would come this soon,
that I'd see that day you'd be in your grave.
I'm putting myself back together,
yet regret still lingers around me.
Each time i pray in your room,
I'd feel that you're right there.
Tears can't help but fall,
Did i manage to say sorry for all my wrongdoings?
Knowing you're not there anymore,
knowing you won't hold my hand anymore.
Knowing that you're gone forever more,
would i still be strong?
I saw how they put you in your gave,
how the gravels and stones just fall on top.
I saw how they buried you,
How they wrapped the white cloth around you.
I saw how you were put inside the casket,
and how they shifted you in the graveyard.
I saw how they put you in the room for the night,
and i saw how you looked like.
But i didn't get to see you take your last breathe,
i didn't get to seek forgiveness.
I didn't get to say I'm sorry,
for the all times you lived in my house.
You're still in my prayers.
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