Monday, November 12, 2007
I feel like fuck
I feel like fuck
I feel like fuck
I feel like fuck
Maybe its fated to be like that,
I'm not supposed to be in love or whatever.
I am happy that I'm able to help you,
but maybe thats the boundary between us.
I'm sounding so emotionally F up,
but i need to let it out.
I'm sorry Jarnah & Naq,
but I'm such a loser that I dont even have confidence in the simplest thing of Earth.
I can't write poems anymore,
I don't have confidence, not forgetting a lower-than-low self-esteem.
I can only see things from afar and never getting to experience it.
I guess the Closure i wished for was way worst than i expected it to be.
I feel way worst than stepping-on-cockraoches feeling