Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i feel stupid.
reaaally.
i can't even write poems now, what the hell is happening?
its like my life okay.
sigh, wth wth.
i need to write,
its my only way of comfort. GAH.
Lucky O's are ending real soon, its draining everything i've got.
even writing, pfffft.okay, whatever la.
i just want to write it real quick.
oh, i'm such a loser.
pfffft, hurry hurry! ):
okaaaay,
yesterday was pretty much hectic.
thankgod all the important papers are over.
*phewwww!
geee, i just want it done over real soon.
okaaaay yesterday someone this to me;
y cant u motivate urself ?
do it fer ur future
do it fer pride n glory
do it fer ur parents n family
& i'm ashamed to say that i have no answers for that.
i can't motivate myself, but i can definitely perk people up.
i know i should do it for family and my for my future,
but i have absolutely no confidence.
i keep on thinking time and again.
yes, imperfections are part of one's life,
but i feel that i am so flawed all over.
i just get that shitty feeling everynow and then.
now, i feel even suckier that i can't write any poems.
gaaah.
PS. i don't think i've even seen myself smile & laugh so happily eversince the last sachicks outing.
i miss my usual happy self.
sigh.
PPS. i hate how some people think that they are so over the top. Like hello, as if you're really all that.
-.- sheesh.
okay, i dont know myself anymore.
dhaifina
The day I thought I`d never get through,
