The day I thought I`d never get through,I got over you
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DHAIFINA DASRI
I'm so esoteric that you'd wish you never met me.
I don't think clowns are very funny and I don't think you should even care what's written here.
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
Today, i had a pretty long day. I had absolutely nothing to do in the bus and my mind started to wonder about.
i realised that there were 3people who are related to me that passed away, in less than 2months.
i know that this is all God's Will, but continous tahlil is making me sad deep inside.
Granny's death. Till now, i'm still regretting what had happened.
Would things be the same if i had followed my instincts? pretty much no.
Would life be life if we live with no regrets at all?
I regretted alot of things;
too many to be stated in this pathetic blog of mine.
Too many questions;
Why must the sky be blue and the grasses green?
Why must life be taken away when we least expected?
Why must we only turn to God when we're helpless?
Why this, Why that?
Why are my questions still unanswered?
Life's all about challenges but sometimes, the challenge is far beyond what we expected.
Ironically, it makes us stronger.
if that's so; then why the phrase, "what doesn't hurt us makes us stronger" ?
There's only two things that challenges can do;
Hurt emotionally or physically.
so, what difference does it make?
Another day, i try to find some meaning in life to hold on to.
yet, nothing seems to last forever.
Its weird, i started to think about life only after experiencing alot of emotional breakdowns.
Maybe we all should have that to give us deeper insights of life.
Honestly, I hated him for leaving me all of a sudden.
I hated him for giving me hope.
I wanted to murder him and secretly hoped that she'd break his heart.
My heart ached seeing them but i pretended it didn't bother me.
I tried so many ways to forget you, yet you keep appearing back.
Is all this karma?
You walked away and moved on.
Shouldn't i do the same?
I told alot of people that i'm over you,
but i guess alot of them know that i'm really not.
I'm not some hopeless romantic,
I'm not someone who is desperate for him.
But i guess i fell too deep for you.
I should realise that you're only almost here,
I really don't know what's happening.
Please, i'm not some emotional freak.
I freaking don't know what's happening,
i need to blog since i freaking can't write anymore poems.
i realised that there were 3people who are related to me that passed away, in less than 2months.
i know that this is all God's Will, but continous tahlil is making me sad deep inside.
Granny's death. Till now, i'm still regretting what had happened.
Would things be the same if i had followed my instincts? pretty much no.
Would life be life if we live with no regrets at all?
I regretted alot of things;
too many to be stated in this pathetic blog of mine.
Too many questions;
Why must the sky be blue and the grasses green?
Why must life be taken away when we least expected?
Why must we only turn to God when we're helpless?
Why this, Why that?
Why are my questions still unanswered?
Life's all about challenges but sometimes, the challenge is far beyond what we expected.
Ironically, it makes us stronger.
if that's so; then why the phrase, "what doesn't hurt us makes us stronger" ?
There's only two things that challenges can do;
Hurt emotionally or physically.
so, what difference does it make?
Another day, i try to find some meaning in life to hold on to.
yet, nothing seems to last forever.
Its weird, i started to think about life only after experiencing alot of emotional breakdowns.
Maybe we all should have that to give us deeper insights of life.
Honestly, I hated him for leaving me all of a sudden.
I hated him for giving me hope.
I wanted to murder him and secretly hoped that she'd break his heart.
My heart ached seeing them but i pretended it didn't bother me.
I tried so many ways to forget you, yet you keep appearing back.
Is all this karma?
You walked away and moved on.
Shouldn't i do the same?
I told alot of people that i'm over you,
but i guess alot of them know that i'm really not.
I'm not some hopeless romantic,
I'm not someone who is desperate for him.
But i guess i fell too deep for you.
I should realise that you're only almost here,
I really don't know what's happening.
Please, i'm not some emotional freak.
I freaking don't know what's happening,
i need to blog since i freaking can't write anymore poems.
they said i should get over you,
but its easier said than done.