Saturday, January 12, 2008
Its starting again;
All those paranoia sinking in.
Those pessimistic thoughts developing inside of me,
making me wanna burst out screaming.
Everything is making me feel bummed out,
so wasted deep inside.
Maybe everything isn't where its supposed to be,
then again; how could it be when the puzzle can't fit?
Is life supposed to be this hard?
I'm only sixteen, why must Life look so hard now?
Isn't it supposed to be happy?
Like y'know, a joyful place with rainbows & candies?
Everything seems to different than how I imagined it to be.
Even making the right choice in Poly is so damn hard.
I know I must be happy,
but it really really sucks to know that you're at the losing end.
It sucks even more to know that there's nothing you can do.
& I never thought this day would come when i say;
I've really got no confidence in myself.
Please don't define me,
cos I can't even define myself.
Maybe we're trying, trying to hard.
Maybe we're torn apart.
Maybe the time is beating our hearts,
We're empty
The day I thought I`d never get through,