Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Rauf snapped this for me while he was in NZ.
(:
Ohkaaaaay,
I just spent the whole afternoon at Changi Beach.
Everything changed alot since i last came.
Okay, the last time was last sunday but i didn't really see how the beach changed.
Went there with Sri Nurulhuda. (:
Ohyes, we talked while munching on tidbits.
It was ohso windyyyy,
& I counted the airplanes while bidding them goodbye.
As I walked down the beach with sand sticking in between my toes,
I realised about what has been happening in life & my reactions towards everything.
I've come to realise that if I were to fail my O's,
I would not shed a single tear.
Whatever results that I'm going to receive tmr,
its all my work & i'm responsible for it.
Like what they said, You reap what you sow.
If i sow lousily, then bad marks are expected.
Even if I cry, its over and there's nothing I can do.
So yes; if i fail,
I'm going to swallow my pride and repeat.
But I'm praying/hoping that I would get my 12points.
geeeeee, I feel like barfing whatever I just ate.
Nevermind, I'm mentally prepared about the outcomes of O'levels.
If anything should happen, Its all my work.
(:
I still feel like barfing.
I'm praying for goodnews!
Countdown; 18hours to go.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~
The day I thought I`d never get through,
